I can almost call you mentally
and attach you to my fingertips,
where my arms can take rough hold
and play exciting games with your skin
And lose my inhibitions to
the mouth on that freckly-child face-
the one with the sticked-up morning hair
and innocent but stinging lips
that told me you were different,
that you weren’t like me at all.
But something about you also said you’d fit me,
moulding against me like you’d begun there
and in my present, chaste state,
almost eight months later
I find your fingertips burning my skin through my nightly dream.